It terrifies her to know what he's like when he's not in love.
She fell so hard because he was different. At least she thought, until the hurt felt familiar.
"She was put on this earth to be touched and she deserves more than just an I Love You."-Being Mary Jane
They were right. Nighttime would be the hardest. She has done it all on her own with so much more to accomplish, but nothing compares to being held at the end of the day and hearing, "baby, I got you..."
Her apple didn't fall far from the tree and no one knows. This is why she keeps her roots close and shallow.