She has felt loneliness before, but it was never a bother Now To ruminate over the fact that it had always been one sided is a new level of alone. She thought, I was never his first thought. Always an after. Always a forced thought because she appeared. He never needed her. Only physically wanted… Continue reading New Levels of Alone
He made her afraid to love He made her question every intent The way he shows love is confusing She just gets angry Why can't he just trust her to open up She's never hurt or betrayed him Why is he afraid She changed her life to build their life He won't change And she… Continue reading Fear
She feels she failed as a parent. She regrets she didn't teach her daughter to appreciate her blackness.
Love is stupid when you're alone It's everywhere... The song, the post, all up in her notifications. She wants boxes checked that she doesn't even know exist. She wants him to prioritize her. She wants laughter, She wants him to feel concerned. She doesn't want him to forget. She wants to learn from him. She… Continue reading Today
Some days love is harder to move forward than other days. There are not enough distractions to pull you out.