She wrote poetry even though he'd taken her words She wrote poetry because she still believes love exist She wrote poetry to help her forget
Love, Get Hurt, Repeat
She has felt loneliness before, but it was never a bother Now To ruminate over the fact that it had always been one sided is a new level of alone. She thought, I was never his first thought. Always an after. Always a forced thought because she appeared. He never needed her. Only physically wanted… Continue reading New Levels of Alone
He made her afraid to love He made her question every intent The way he shows love is confusing She just gets angry Why can't he just trust her to open up She's never hurt or betrayed him Why is he afraid She changed her life to build their life He won't change And she… Continue reading Fear
She feels she failed as a parent. She regrets she didn't teach her daughter to appreciate her blackness.