Numbers never mattered, but they were always counted He revealed, she withdrew She remembered every single time A number He loved hard and all that lie in between were space Fillers A role which he needed to play in order to feel he'd left a mark in the world Made them feel, special? Confused. He …
Missing
She miss him Officially the longest apart seems silly as the longest was before they met A life before they met seems unimaginable What was before She only understands after To go back to a life before defies understanding
Her Guard
The first time she knows It's unsafe Her guard is non-existent A terrifying and lonely space Her guard is her cover; her cape He is... He removes her... Now her heart battles her head Fuck! She leads with her head as it protects her from what her heart desires Safety - he will not protect …
Just waiting
She thought, this is supposed to be a good thing, right? Single Figuring out what she wants, right? Having her time, right? She don't need no man girlllll, right? Still waiting for it to feel ok, right?
Cautious and Curious
What's on your mind right now? Go! It's not the answer she expected to hear. It was an answer that stung, but enticed. Made her heart say, be cautious my luv. What are your passions, your plans, your...? She asked. Again, Honesty...Transparency...Coldness... Caution. She thought, the pain feels comforting though. Curiosity She ask...and ask...and ask, …
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