Pain

Everything is excruciating now 

He takes so much with him when he says goodbye 

I climb into this opaque space

To have and not have

To miss and to; you should not miss

To wonder and to envy an unknown 

Depressed in another form; the form of love 

Love should not share this unclear space 

Love pushes me down, while I try to climb out of his space

Walking away from this home feels home

Why can’t I just walk? Walk to build my home. To build my home with this other

Today I desire alone in lieu of home 

Goodnight 

……

Good Morning 

Thoughts of our home push away the alone

The opaque becomes translucent 

My direction is clear

Until the sun sets…

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